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stress>.<

2009-04-28T05:14:00.000-07:00

I finally pierced my ear!^^it had been so long.I had wanted to pierce my ear since like pri 5?lol but anyway, i had finally done it~i wan to pierce another hole cuz like some of the ear rings need to have two ear holes then can wear. Though, I had pierced before butt i still scared lar. My legs will still wobble whenever i walked past 77th street as i pierce my ear there.Hmmm, i must persuade somebody to accompany me..muhahaha Another piece of gd news is tat, my table tennis had finally get 4th in the nationals!~~lalalala so happy..Mr tan said that it was the 1st time in history that our B division gals went into top 4...muhaha My team mmembers n i had made history~ Cedar girls get top, 2nd was raffles girls and 3rd is St.nicholas girls...All of them are girls school lar. We are the thorn among the roses~haha So now, i can finally start to mug without any worries. But whenever i wanted to study my mind will wander off to some other places lar.so sickening>.< Oh ya, last sat i had my 2nd chem spa n i think i did pretty well.except i took out the tyrofoam cup out of the beaker. Im not suppose to do tat..sian but at least i got the ans^^ My bro bday also coming le..I bought havannias slipper for him..I wonder if he l=will like it..hmmm

chem spa

2009-02-13T21:20:00.000-08:00

2day i had chem SPA n it was awful...i calculate the mass of a substance rongly so, the rest of the calculation also rong!>.The only gd thing tat happen lately was my team table tennis win singapore sports sch 3-0...so we r now currently in sec position n next wed we r competing wif St. nicholas. We have been losing to them since god knows when... So humilating lar. This is my last year n i seriously hope tat we can win the 1st place but i noe it is impossible...They have 3 single tat r super strong..crap lar! dun wan to tink liao.Chem Spa over means over le..I have other things too worry.

exam finally over!

2008-10-08T21:37:00.000-07:00

EXAM finally over le!!!!BUT the worst yet to come... >.< I hate the waiting for results but i also very scared take back results...haiz i just hope that i wun fail any sub...

worst day of my life

2008-10-03T04:29:00.000-07:00

Sometimes i wonder wats the meaning of life? im born, grow up n die...just like tat. All those money we earned, all those knowledge we have study will not be following us to the coffin...so y r we doing all those stuffs? most importantly, y must societ be so curel?! How i wish im born during the times of cave man then i will not have to worry so much... all tis studying is driving me crazy...seriously..i just hope tat i will drop dead.just like tat...
Tis week is worse of my life.im going to flunk my exam like hell...my bio,ss geog all going to die...my maths..I only can say 1 word...F***! I can just bang my wall n die rite now..the last page of my maths i didnt do!i dint even noe there's q on the last page!>.<12 marks in total gone...jsut like tat.GONE...plus the infront i dint noe how to do, 22 marks or even more...econs..i dunnoe wad to say.,.wad am i even thinking when im doing the paper?!i will fail every sub!its really driving me nuts...its a miracle tat im still a live 2day...if i dun have my parents or lurve ones around me, i wil definetly die rite now...
maybe if i really fail, i wouldnt mind. But the worse thing is, i have a competitive heart...wat can i do?! im born like tis...now i still need to go to tuition!)(*&^%$^&*()_(*&^ i really wish tat i can drop DEAD...

hey maths

2008-09-06T09:40:00.000-07:00

i now at ah ma doing hw...WTH lar!>.< just now i doing hey maths then i dunnoe got time leh!holy shit lar! i only score 12/22!!!i neva even c half the questions lar.wahlau..since when have timing 1??? so sickening lar.2day i celebrtae ah gong b day..the food a bit ahem...but is edible though.^^holiday also cumming 2 end le,i felt tat i haven even enjoy lar...always going back to sch for extra lesson n cca. I haven even go out lor.oh ya! my bro bought an I PHONE! omg lar. its so unfair...my contract haven finish yet so i cannot buy...im so jelous of him..no mood to rite liao...

George Sampson semi-final BGT appearance (HighQuality)

2008-09-04T08:34:00.001-07:00

My IDOL!!!!! he RAWKS!!! im so glad he won!!!~~~lalala^^

geog test

2008-07-10T06:36:00.000-07:00

I had one of my worst test in my life 2day...n tat was geog test(map reading). I tink i will totally flunk it lar!>.< I couldnt even locate the place, how am i suppose to find the distance or bearing?! then some ppl map got ans 1 lor! not fair...im sure i will be last in the class lor...In conclusion, I HATE map reading...
After, sch, me li huan n cherly went to pasa malam to oder some food to sell after sch tml. I really wish tat we will make a profit tml. Li haun had been so undecisive n its getting on my nerves(li huan u shld improve on tis part)... I also ask my mum's fren to sponsor Leo club~200 bucks!~tis shld e enuf to cover all our Leo club expenses on tis project bahs...^^
I hope tml will be a much better day then 2day!~

Hamburger trick

2008-07-06T05:26:00.001-07:00

Are u hungry ????

Mal :)

2-6-08

2008-06-01T21:42:00.000-07:00

wphew...ystd when bbq wif the class, not the whole class anyway...more like less than half the class... Anyway, tats not the main pt, the main pt is i learned how to ride a bike!~~^^so happy~ although i did fall off the bike a few times and bang into ppl... got 1 time I bang into a roller blader, or wadever its call, minding his own busniess, chatting happily wif his fren. He scolded me what the hell>.< oh ya, btw, I spoiled my slippers! its the 1st time i wore since the camping trip! It cost me 16 bucks! Damn lar! need to buy new 1 again....shuckz...
The food was quite nice actually and in the end, we cant finished them... so maybe there will be another bbq again...
When I went home, my mum nearly went bonkers upoun seeing my blood...She demanded me to bath which was a horrible experience for me... I was pratically sreamning all the way when i bath...it was damn pain lar!>.<
Now I cant straightened my leg n in conclusion, i cant go out for at least 1 week...haiz... >.<

30-5-08

2008-05-30T05:53:00.000-07:00

I really dun 1 to say tis but FUCK! Fuck the sch Fuck the results Fuck everything!!!! I get 40/41 of class position!!!!fuck lar!!!! just becuz i fail my eng by o.3 then they put my at 40th position!!!! Go n die lar!!! if not i get get 25th position!!!25th n 40th damn lot of diff leh!!! wad kind of stupid rule is tis!!!????#$%^&*^%$#$%^&UI*^&%$i was so shocked when i c the report bk lar!!!!! i was like, huh??!! r u sure tis was mine??!!!! WTH!!! really nth could express my feelings liao, rite now i just wanna...wanna.... be in a room full of darkness to engulf my pain.... suicide....

14-5-08

2008-05-14T08:07:00.000-07:00

2day I got back my exam paper for eng, chi, maths, bio n econs...I FAIL my eng...FAIL...oh my tian lar! FAIL eng cannot go sec 4 le...all becuz of my summary writing lar!WTH! overall 25 marks, i only got 9! 9! how stupid of me...then my language also kanasai! y my eng can't be the same as chi??!!now i damn sad lar...Bio, i just pass which is expected as I forgone 10marks which is the function of liver...Chi I get no bad result. My paper 1 get 52/71~ compo get 40/50 leh~~1st time so high...paper 2 get 58/100...lol Its consider high le... Maths, i get 47/? for paper 1 and paper 2 i get...get...i forget le...Anyway, i pass my maths too.For econs i get35/60 i think... tml getting geog, ss, chem n A maths... I think i will fail geog cuz I dun even bother to do some q...I bet others score very well...Well, i cant blame others as i brought it upon myself....I neva study for geog and of cuz i cant ans the q...who to blame? only myself lor. SS I think i can pass but not very gd bah. Then chem, I think i also can pass but also not very gd. Got 1 queston on drawing the bonding of iodine then I neva draw leh! U noe y? uz i dunnoe Iodine is in the periodic table!!! How stupid of me lar!!!I wanna strangle myself when i noe bout it.haiz...A maths, i look at the ans scheme i think no hope le...my ans a lot diff from the actual ans. I just pray tat i got working mark... >.<

Oh ya, tml giang hwee b'day~~HAPYY B'DAY in advance as i dunnoe when im riteting again~
n maybe she will get present from SOMEBODY~~~the hairy 1 or the hairless 1? or BOTH? WOOTS!~lol
slpy le, nitez...n gd luck to me for tml n i must be brave to get back my paper...

p.s: we bought a puma watch n a dunnoe wad brand wallet for my bro~ I chip in $50 and the adults of cuz more lar~ each bout $200+ bah...^^

21-4-08

2008-04-21T06:58:00.000-07:00

Happy birthday to u~~Happy Birthday to u!~~Happy Birthday to RACHEL~~~~~~Happy Birthday to u!!!~~~~~~~MUACKZ!

2day is a happy happy day~me, shu qing, giang hwee, michelle, li huan, cheryl, valerie, rachel lee and sarah went to j8 the pizza hut to celebrate rachel ong b'day!~ we ordered six pizzas! we ate until damn bloated lar...then, we left some vege pizza. We decided to play a game n if the person lost, she will have to eat it!~ n the ultimate 'winner' will have to drink mushroom soup. but the problem is the mushroom soup is not ordinary soup.We added lots n lots of pepper n cheese n chillie~sarah drink tat in the end...poor sarah. ;( after eating, we sang b'day song to rachel!~haha then ppl nearby us also sang for her!~ i can feel tat she was damn paisei...muhahaha
tats all for 2day(interesting stuffs)~

p.s: who can gimme ideas on wad to buy for my bro's 18th b'day??!!! time is running short>.<

1-4-08

2008-04-01T04:26:00.000-07:00

HaPpY aPrIl FoOl day everyone!!! 2day is a sucky sucky day for me...(>.<) I lost my entire file!!!sniff sniff...maybe GOD is trying to play a fol on me...y like tat...my file is either in the Bio classroom or in the Geog classroom...But I got a bad feeling tat i wun find it lor! im so sad! all my entire ws from Jan till now all gone! Gone! OMG...wad am i suppose to do??? So fustrated now...Plz anyone, if u find my file plz return back to me...sniffsniff...
I shant rite anymore...no mood...

27-3-08

2008-03-27T03:08:00.000-07:00

Haiz...I tink my blog going to rot soon...anyway, my competiiton for table tennis had ended on wed le..we lost 2 RGS(raffles gals) 5-0.Kana trash man... but im not sad as it is expected~so, my dream of playing into the quater finals had shattered...(>.<) now must concentrate in my studies le although i dount tat i will do tat...Yesterday, not much of things happen. Just tat i quite emo as i dunnoe how to do the A maths...A maths sux! all those beta n alpha are getting on my nerves...fraustrating(>.<) 2day, white space was damn boring, wat SMRT the thingy.ask us to join as a career.toopid.Like we will wanna join like tat...Next I had MTL, also very boring...we need to do a chi version of wikipedia!wth...how boring the teachers wan our life to be!? I had EL for the 4th period n we need to do argumentative essay...very diff lor...my tuition teacher say if u wanna die in ur eng exam then u can choose argumentative essay...lol Recess I ate a fish fillet sandwich n a packet of soya bean milk...After recess I had SS which also damn boring...nearly fall aslp. Maths was like er...challenging? im getting really very stressed on the alpha beta chap...haiz. I had Econs after tat and my hands were very tired from copying all those notes. Lastly, we have CF lesson~A person came from outside n gave us our report on the psycologist test(smth like tat)...It say tat im a Intuitive thinker~

Intuitive Tinker: Belives tat life and learning are personal experiences.
Tunes into feelings n attidues around them.
Learns from others in a friendly, cooperative way.
Using their imagination to make their learning real.
Responds easily to friendly person.
Ask for personal opinions form others be4 deciding.
" Reads into" wat is said
Is unpredictable and spontaneous
The CF lesson was damn funny lor! the teacher...,no, the vistor was always crack jokes and his actions were very dramatic. Time flew very fast when his lessons were conducted. Shu Qing, Li Huan, Giang Hwee, Shermin n I stay back to discuss on our FPS project when the lesson was over. After discussing finished we planned to go home. However, while we were walking down the stairs, Shu Qing suddenly tripped and fall of the stairs! The most scary part is tat she was pulling my skirt for support! At tat time, i dun noe which 1 to worry. My skirt tat might be pulled down or shuqing might get hurt...she fall onto the floor n nearly twisted her ankle lor! how careless...The sec 1 boyes behind us were laughing at sq lor!! Im so pissed off lar! nearly scolded vulgarities at them! @#$^%$##$% Instead, i asked them: "u all sec 1 arr? no wonder so childish lar!" GH also keep scolding them...no respect for seniors at all lor!if sec 4, i dun mind tat much, but SEC 1!!!omg...curse them lar! Cusre them tat they will fall off the stairs n break their bones!ARGH! so peksek!

tired----yawn~~

2008-03-22T02:22:00.000-07:00

yst gd fri was damn tiring lar...n now i still trying my best to keep tis blog alive...yawn~~yst i spent all day at my grandma hse..her b'day was ystd btw. Hence, i spent there the whole day playing mahjhong n reading bks... i won the mahjhong leh! im so surprised as i usually always lose..haha my uncle cook buffet n it was de-licious~all were fried food cum to tink of tat..omg..there's went my diet...crap(>.<)anyway, after playing mahjgong, my cousins began to arrive n the hse suddenly became damn crowded...cousins also brought their gf n bf...i saw 1 of my cousin bf then i tot he loked like a ducky but when told others, they just laughed n say im EVIL(>.<) im not lor, im merely stating the fact...hehe i let the others play the mahjhong as i wanted to do my HW( dun be too suprise here k?im quai 1 u noe?) It was done quickly as most of them is done by my relative..hehe...paisei...after tat, we feast on the food...there's big big cake too of cuz...it was mango cake n it was spongey, soft n superb...Last but not least, there's photo taking!! hehe ..we whole family bout 20+ people squeeze in to a photo~wow~plus the cake too of cuz...the sofa though not very big but 10 people squeezed onto it..omg...i scared it collapsed lor...damn funny lor...tat taking pic part...people squeeezing each other,trying not to block each other view...I sat on the floor for the photo taking which is lucky... for the sofa n me...hehe After all those eating n taking photoes, it was time for us to go home..so sad lor...sniff sniff(>.<) now it is time to eat my dinner~so long!~

p.s: after the wed competition, I was enlightened by a saying...WHAT CANNOT KILL YOU, WILL MAKE U EVEN STRONGER...

cry; sniff; whimper; sob...(>.<)

2008-03-19T19:34:00.000-07:00

2day i pon sch as im really really very down. I hope tat there's a hole under me n engulf me...so tat i wun feel all these agony n pain.Ystd, my team n I went to paya lebar sec to have table tennis competiiton...be4 tat, we r suppose to warm up at sch. The dismissal time for us is 12.10 then 1.15 we had to go. During this period, we r suppose to eat n warm up. However, I chose to go for econs which was till 12.45...After tat, im so hungry tat i really had no strength to move, let alone play tt. Hence, i went down to the canteen n eat my lunch. The time is up after i ate my lunch n I had no time to warm up! I already had a bad feeling then... After we reach our destination and watched the C gals played( lost btw), it was our turn to vs zhong zhen high...we have 3 singles n 2 doubles. im the 1st doubles... we lost our 1st singles 3-1...Pressure was building up..I cant lose tis match as our opponent 2nd single will be a very pro china gal. If i lost tis match, then it will be 2-0 n if my team lose another match, it will be 3-0 n tats it...our hope for going top 8 will be shattered...Hence, im under very big pressure n i neva warm up just now...I was damn nervous. Our opponent won the 1st match 1-0 then i won another, 1-1 then we lost another, 2-1...n we LOST another, 3-1....the last match we lost was like all becuz of me... i kept hitting out n out n out... most of the points were lost by me...me! I was very ,...dunnoe how to say...sad? guilty? or both... the coach also say tat we lost tis match was becuz of me...our opponent won the 2nd single of cuz.. so the score is 3-0..we were trashed!!!omg... but if we neva lost tis match, the points will be 2-1 n we still have hope winning! but now, all hopes n dreams were gone... i can stand losing if its other ppl fault but i cant stand losing when its my fault...If i had neva out so many balls, we will not lose to them!! I cried for the whole match after i played wif them... Coach was super anger...(>.<)I really dunnoe wad to do next...